hahas, go on and laugh.

Happy fat kids. :)

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This is what stress turns you to :D

LOL, I love you girl, no matter what we'll become! :)


Airport and Starbucks Lovings on 12 August 2008!

Forever :))

P.S.: Anyway... Honey bee, hope you have a speedy recovery from that nasty dislocated shoulder. Hugs. I think I miss you soooo. :3

uh-oh

:x
fall fall fall. again.
honey wingsss : DD
ciao!

ROFL.

Sometimes, I just wna sit and laugh at people's life, how ridiculous they seemed and that they yet seem to be so proud of it. Yes yes, life's all about the good stuff, whatever happened to yourrrr bad side? Wooo hoo, good deal it's hidden. Doubting your downfall doesn't seem to make you stronger, so when will you ever learn? My life had never been like that little Miss Perfectionist, 'cause I'm not. I strive for balance in mine. Learning from my past and mistakes are a pain, but who don't pick themselves up whenever they fall? Well, for some people still do strive for perfection which I totally reckon, futile. Stop building pretty little sandcastles in the air and get back down to reality, please. LOL. I better shut up now, the whole contradiction thing, it's scary somehow.

I'm tired and someone didn't try hard enough to make it better for me! Said, bye bye bye bye and hung up. He says he doesn't wna disturb me further. Well.. The least you could do was to TALK TO ME when you wanted me call. I'm already so fucking boredddd with my projects. And stop asking me to miss you! 'Cause I won't tonight! NEVERMIND. I digress :)

With such utter disgust,
Jolene.

Buzzzzzzzz

GAHHHS. IT'S SO EARLY IN THE MORNING. Ok, not really. It's going to be noon soon. Huffs. I haven't been online in the morning for a long long time.. And this blog really could do some updates! YAWNS. Have been realllly burnt out lately. By work and school. I don't know how much longer... But, I'll do whatever it takes. :D

Now it's just relax time with myself.. hiding in the corners of TP library. Peaceful right now. And everyone's busy with their classes and what's not.

So I guess I'm starting on my IJ for Sales Mgt NOW. YEAH! Dateline's on Monday. Don't know what to write lar.
"What character traits makes an outstanding sales person?"
Stupid. :(

K ciao! Really got to work now.

SMILING, 'CAUSE FINALLY.. EVERYTHING'S OVER... :)

I am through my handwriting!

Heh, I was also interested to take the test. And maybe also to try to figure what kind of person I am by a very interesting way. By my handwriting!
The resultssss..... *drumrolls!* (take time to read it, if you want. kinda ahem, long!)

Jolene uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jolene does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Jolene will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Jolene is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jolene doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jolene will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Jolene believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Jolene will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Diplomacy is one of Jolene's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Jolene can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Jolene's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jolene slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jolene can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jolene is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Jolene basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Jolene is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Jolene is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

End.

True, no? :) Up to you to perceive who I really am.

Ankle hurts.

HAHA. Ignore my last post. So yea, today I'm cooped up at home. I'm suffering from a swollen ankle as well. Damn, nothing's better off.. Sigh. I'm going to do mystery shopping later with Boobies :) So yeah, should be seen limping around Compass Point. Hmmmmm.. Back to watching "If a Stranger Calls" BOO! LOL. Ouch.... My leg really really really hurts.... :( Such a warm day. Bubble tea laters :) Random friggin' post. COOK COOK COOK :D

Secret :x

Pssst.. I think I'm in love with my chef. My cook. Danggggs. :d

This is for you :x
xp
"I want you!"

I must be insane to think so too. Bleah..

HAHA.

Sorry I'm still awake reading my past entries, and I thought this was freaking funny. The other day while waiting for Gabriel to get a cab, I was holding on to my keys. Then he said my keys looked like car keys, but it looked like that 'cause it has a holder on it. And so... I was reading back this post, and I started laughing to myself! It's so freaking funny lar! To me that is. HAHA.

June 2007,
"Then there was this toys sales at the atrium. Then also had those 'tong' 1dollar coin machines? Ya, we saw this very adorable key holder keychain. HAHAH. And we decided to try our luck to get the character we want. I went first. And I got Pooh! Not so bad. Felfel wanted some cat character luh. Wah.... her reaction was damn funny when she got it can!? She's damn lucky luh. SHE SCREAMED AT MY FACE AND TO THE ENTIRE MALL. My face don't know throw where alr. LOL~!! Damn retarded!! So last it was Felii's turn... She wanted Stitch. So she turn... COME OUT REALLY STITCH, instead of her screaming, FELFEL SCREAM AT MY FACE AGAIN! HAHAHAH! Everyone was practically staring at us -___-" I was so damn embarrassed. HAHAHAH~ OMG. HAHA. I can't stop thinking about it."

HAHAHAHA. Oh my, what will I do with the both of you seriously! MISS YOU BOTH :)

Damn it!

My freaking obsession! DESPERATE NEEDS.




BAGS WALLETS SHOES APPARELS
ZZZZ. Friggin' shit, money pls drop down from the sky!!!!! :(

GABRIEL EDWIN NAPPALLI, you made better days :)
You are the sun in my universe and the smile in my heart..

randomness.

HAHA. Random :D MR HO AND US. I'm still cuter!!! :D
I'm going to miss year 2 so badddddd! And yes my gayest tutor too :D SIGHHHH.
I'm suppose to be sleeping now 'cause I've got a dry-run presentation at 10.30AM later in schoolll.. BLAH :/
GOD BLESS MY FELLOW MEMBERS AND I ON 10MARCH2008, 2 presentations to go ):

Thinking of something random, Patrick Starfish. HMM.

NIGHTS(:

Procrastinate.

Even time flies when you aren't doing anything! And I'm really running out of time. My 1st paper is on Friday but I have no idea what are the notes talking about, neither do I know where to begin.. And I HAVEN'T PRINT THEM YET. I'm sooo dead. Tried so hard to mug today, but I kept procrastinating. Ought to get shot right in the head. ZZZ. I end up looking at my photographs in my lappy. ZZZ. I think the holiday mood had been tooooo overwhelming! Yesterday had steamboat with my course mates at Kenny's. Lol Boobies and I, as usual ate the most!!! HAHA and I think we finished 2 packets of taiwan sausages. BARFS. I swear never to eat another taiwan sausage for 3 months! (><) After dinner we played Blackjack. And I didn't bring sufficient cash to bet big. I won and lost, and in the end I lost a dollar! HAHA(: Great fun and food with the RMT people :D And CNY is about to be over ): This year by far had been the best one! :D And I owe everyone that made it happen a big THANK YOU(: And I owe everyone pictures! Booo. I'll post it up if I happen to procrastinate from mugging! HAHA. Wish me luck with my 4 papers. FREEDOM ON THE 28TH (: IMISSONDEHONDEH. K shut. Waking up to mug later. MUST. CIAO.

Rumbling tummy.

Happy birthday dearest poddy! It's one years old :D and still going strong. LOL, maybe it's time to get a new poddy too. X: Well, it has been with me all this while especially when I'm sad. Thanks podddddy :D Okay, why am I even talking to my ipod. Damn. Must be stress relieving. HAHA. YES. FINALLY, I can say is. RETAIL AD & PROMO IS DOWN!!!! WOOHOO! :D So everyone's taking a short break before the very last project! CUSTOMER RELATIONSHIP MGT, we're COMINGGGGG. Gross. Okay.

My handphone has gone boooonkers like me. The camera is spoilt! ): Time to sent for servicing, hope they don't screw my phone up. Hmm, don't know when will I be going though. It has barely reach the 3rd month and it fucking screwed up. Stupid phone. Seriously take my advice everyone and stop being as stubborn like me, DON'T BUY W910i!!!! Damn. REGRETS. My pod is so much better than my cell. Hmm.

I'm talking so much of rubbish. Anyway, I came home with NO dinner. So now, I'm practically starving mad. Fooooooooooood please? ): Okieeeee. I'm going to lousy Simei to service my phone 'cause I'm tooooo lazy to go down town. Please don't eat my phone up. ): And thanks bf for accompanying me though I feel like so cui and don't feel like heading outdoors but stay home to nuaaaaaa. Hahaha. For the sake of bf and hp! (: Something made me very happy. Guess what? The spree host has sent out our threadless way earlier than last friday!!! :D And I GOT THE SHIRTS I WANT :D So did the rest of my girls :D HUURAYS! Should be coming in during late Feb. Can't wait! I HAVE MANY CLOTHES FOR THE CNY (: But I might not be going visiting again this year. My grandparents are all dead. LOL. Maybe drop down to my Uncle's. Nice pineapple tarts he madeee :D Okie. I shall go food shopping for my family, friends and relatives before CNY(: Share this festive joy around :D

I don't know why. But I feel extremely H A P P Y lately. Especially today! Must be 'caused we finished all the work and were screaming and yelling and touching and smothering each other while doing headers and footers and content pages and aligning and screaming at each other again! :DD Byebye momo days. (Bubbly kid hopping around the campus - ME!)

I LOVE MY ANP GROUP SOMEHOW TOOOO! :D

HAPPYGOLUCKYKID ((((((:

Drop off point.

Hi, I am craving for a green apple. And I seem to be procrastinating real much.
I reek of my own pespiration. And I need a bath badly.
Big mozzies on the loose. Damn.
Where art thou, Polaris? :)




Well, you're never gonna find it,
If you're looking for it,
Won't come your way.
Well, you'll never find it,
If you're looking for it.

The thinking hurts so much.
Everyone thinks everyday.
Some don't.
Some are sensible.
And some just couldn't careless.
But me..
I think too much.
My thoughts soon became what they call, wishful thinking.

I'm imagining a cliff, where I stand with my fist clenched tight..
Clinging on to my only hopes I had for you.
I counted down.....
3.. 2... 1....
I slowly loosen my grip..
And painlessly watched it depart and take the flight.
Like dandelion seedlings clinging on and everntually letting go..
They may fall, but they pick themselves up and fly away again.
Even if they fall, they fall to grow.

This fear's so overwhelming..
I'm letting go of everything.

I don't need anyone now.

A champagne supernova.

It's the last day of the year 2007 already, never had it coming thatttttt FAST. So have you guys made up your resolutions for 2008? I think I have none 'cause they just seem to fail me every year. Without a doubt, I get poorer, fatter and stupider each year. Get what I mean? There's no such word as stupider. It's MORE stupid. LOL. Random.

Well, on the last day of 2007.... There is school! WOW! TP ROCKS MAN. ZZZ. So I'm going to school later for a couple of lessons and continue tidying up the store. It's almost finished! :D All what's left is packing, tagging, and syncing! I still need a lot more of wine bottles for vm. Do donate/lend this poor bugger here k? Drop me a message. (: If you're wondering why I need it, this is the reason:

Abit chapalang eh? But the overall effect is great!
Yup, the team's selling bikinis and FBT bottoms. Operation starts on 4 Jan, dooooo drop by. (: See, we still need bottles. There is an empty shelving. Hmmms. Whatever.. just remembered that I HAVE to go to school. You know why? I left my purse containing my Ezlink, ATM card and IBanking keychain at 1st Ave. ZZZ. Stupid. Just plainnnn stupid. I felt worthless, lost and moneyless for the weekends. LOL. Anyway, I just mass reset my damn freaking hp. SIGH. Hundreds of messages just gone like that. All my greetings and every memory. GROSS ): That's the most upsetting thing to ever happen, to get your messages and everything cleared. Sighhhh. This phone is giving me so much problems that I feel like flinging it out of the window. Well, if you provoke me, I might just fling it right into your face. I'm sure it won't hurt 'cause it only weighs 89grams. The fit would. So... (: Oh, anyway I hope to have a blast on New Year's Eve. Let's make it happen (: THERE. I fed my blog. LOL. Ciao.

Don't speak.

Christmas Eve..

Nice, my 300th post and it's Christmas Eve(: Though yesterday was cancelled, I hope today would be better. I'm getting really excited now! :D Going to prepare soon! Just thought I'd drop by here awhile and feed my blog. LOL, fyi it's not RUBBISH(:




Quick guesses what's in here, anyone?


No prizes for guessing though. LOL, it's for the exchange later. (: Stay tuned to find out what's in here! :D

YAWNS, got to go. Now! Have a jolly time everyone.

Are you assured?

Bad ass rain.
Nice weather to sleep in. Yet another schooless wednesday, but just busy wasting time trying to force myself to read this pile of notes. Sighhhh. Save me save me save me. Can't stop procastinating. Lol, I just keep painting/drawing anything I can get my hands on. These are some of my shit for Colour and Co. They aren't that fantastic, but this is what I really enjoy doing. : ) Btw, I didn't draw those models, I only coloured them. Lol. The rest are plainly still life. Haven't been drawing those for a long time. The skull is something extra I'm working on, but I kinda barely have time now to finish it. I HATE SCHOOL. Lol. Period.




Anyhoo, I received a call from this chinese-spoken woman, prolly she's PRC national. I'm utterly embarassed of myself 'cause I could barely understand what she said. I was practically struggling to understand and it took her so many attempts to simplify her words before I could make out what she was talking about. So much for being a chinese. Pffft, my chinese is just atrocious. Hurrays to my C6 grade. I scrapped throught the bloody hell subject. Btw, it's just strange how this weird stationery company got my name and contact number. What was more peculiar was that they're giving me a V.I.P card. What kinda bull is this? I swear I've never heard their ulupandan company in my life lar. Damn cocky mannn. And the caller said I can enjoy discounts and priviledges at their store. Hmmm, where was the store again? LOL. And she kept wishing my family and I well. Seriously, my mind was still blank after the call ended. I just went, "HUH?" Lol. Oh wellll, silly things people do? Just hope I don't get killed for giving my address. I hate unknown calls, 'cause I just don't seem to know how to turn them down. SIGH.

Alright, ciaos. Back to isolation!

keep me from running back to you.

Beams :D Jols had just finished brushing her teeth. The taste of lime mint darlie toothpaste just makes me smileee. I love the taste in my mouth :D I really look forward to brush my teeth in the morning and night. LOL. Random. K before I go back doing my fucking resume and FILA chart shit, just let me rant some more? Lol.

Today's super uber random. While strolling to the bus stop this morning, I didn't notice anything peculiar until I walked past this truck with it's storage compartment door left ajar. I happened to glanced into it and VIOLA, guess what I saw. Nothing. But a coffin. Right in the middle of the storage compartment. HOLY COW, OH MY MAMA. Pretened I didn't see anything and whistled away... LOL! How lucky. Pfft.

Surprise sms from someone(: Lol, it kinda made my morning. Yea. HEHE... Kayy. My day's super random I know. So went to school and discuss about the store and everything. Met this little meimei supplier. I think she thinks that twinlove was going to eat her up. I wished twinlove did! Booo. Undecisive. Uncertain. Unfamiliar. Very bad. But their stocks were really pretty. Lunchers at our dearest biz park, long time since we ate there... AND I SAW MR ROCHE!!! BAHHHHHHH!!! COME BACK!! ): Sigh. Thank God I manage to save myself from trouble. LOL. If not tmr I'll live through a living-hellish lesson. ZZZ. Sigh. And another project meeting. (VOMITS) But overall it was fun ya. CX's damnnnn funnyshit. Lucky he decided to join our pathetic group. You're our saviour! HUURAYYS(:

Co & Co. BORING. Can't believe we're still doing grid-drawing. Teacher made me excited by saying we're doing colouring next week. It died off when he said we're doing a COLOUR WHEEL! (VOMITS AGAIN) Sobbbs... I've faced enough colour wheels last semester and bloodyhell did up a effing HUGE UMBRELLA SIZED one. T_T SPARE MEEE. SCHOOL'S SUCH A DRAGGGG. Whines~~~~ ): It's so true to think that I don't even have anymore energy to cry. Drained. Mentally, physically and emotionally. Zzzz. I need another get away. BOOHOO. Well, had dinner with Poldars and I decided to walk myself to momo playground alone. I like walking at night. I love walking at night. And I enjoy walking at night. Momoness. Makes me think. Keep me from running back to you. I had to run away. And all I ever tried to do was making you be my escape.

I'm seriously suffering from escapism. Save me.
Break all my thoughts, back to work. Sigh.

I've got sunshineeee~

When the flowers gazed at you, they're not the only ones who cry when they see you.

Time Check: 2:48PM
Waiting for Olivia Tan Cheng Chuan to come over to my place and stone. Lol. Have really no idea what we're gna do, but yeah we're just bored. Happy Deepavali! It's a holiday today. And I'm home too, thank God. LOL. Don't wna be out there squeezing with the crowds.

Actually my holiday started yesterday, 'cause yeah I have no lessons. Lol. We call it off-days from school. Ya, so yesterday was my off. Lame, kay ya. Spent some time with Eden, Yile, Seehua and Qinghui. (: Went to eat Sakae with Eden first and waited for the rest. We caught Game Plan at TM. It's a really gooooood movie. My ratings for this movie would be 4 or 5 stars! Hahaha, happy movies are a plus point. Dinner somewhere near Yile's place and yeah. Spent my night playing the PSP with Eerik and disturbing Jayjay's sleep. Muahaha.

Time Check: 7.33PM
Finished watching Windstruck and My Sassy Girl. Stone. LOL. For like 4 hours. Yeah. Thing the saddest thing to happen to anyone is death. K so damn random. It's dinner time. 3.4% more! YAY!

Metal.

Goth metal is so really god damn good, I swear.
So heartfelt.... Ohhh. What a word to describe metal.
But, I still don't like the metal you've sent to me.
Whatever.
Felt like my mood had just plunged into a melancholic black well..
Oh, what a swing..

Hello, darkness.
Embrace. Darkness.

Round and round we go again.

You said go slow, and I fall a little.
For a moment I'd thought you wouldn't be there to pick me up.
I've really though I've lost you somewhere.
Days passed, you'd turned around.
But now... I seem to be the one whom has turned her back on you..?
I think we're going no where too..
What am I suppose to do with you?
Tell me...

Today. Work was great(: Chasing the producers for their synopses is really a dreaded thing to do. But oh well, left on the dot today!

Band practice was held in the audi and I think the chicken went insane, terribly insane.. I'm so pissed off with you. Goshhhh. Shut up! Won't you?! Fucktard. And your tone is worse than ever. DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR EMBOUCHURE. Stop giving excuses you can't change your embouchure. If you can't, don't even think about playing!!! You're spoiling our intonnation and blending. Because of you, I had to go FLAT! What the hell. I'd wish you'd go back playing something else than the alto! AH! Kayyys. Random.

Back at the band room. OLIVIA, you're soooo sweet! You made me SCREAM! 'Cause..... She gave me a PATRICK(: Awwwwws. Hahahas. It's not fat and flat la! It's soooo cutee. So sweeeet of yoooou!! (x Thanks darling, and I hope your feet's better now. Why did you let your foot end up in the exact same fate as mine?! Lol, why did you let your foot suffer in agonyyyy. HAIYOOO. Silly, you really shouldn't have bought those shoes. They're really a hard pair to season. Trusttt me. Haiyo. Poor girl.

Anyway, everyone lost to me, 'cause I wna eat HEXING and they don't want to. So my whinnings, and grumblings, and stravation, and irritation won the war(: YAYS. BUT DAMN THEM. They didn't have the omelette rice I was so craving for. ZZZ. Random happenings at emo-playground, yo. Singing with Jerome and Olivia. Disturbing Seehua, Qinghui and Desmond anddd making Yanie and Nina laugh so hard. Isaaac, you're soooo funnnny. WAHAHA. It don't matter, 'cause I've got youuuuuuuuuuu(: BYE. What a super random post can. :/

Goodnight.. you. hmmm..